i'm happy...
but...
it could have gone better
but it could have been worse
i caught myself thinking about how next time it would be easier and that i would talk to him more and we would connect and become friends and then things would go from there
but there won't be a next time
because we won't be going to the same school and we don't have many mutual friends
and it's hard to accept
but last night went well
air hockey was fun